take it easy, sweet pie

It may sound easier said than done, but really,
since God moves in mysterious ways, why bother taking over His tasks?
Let Him be the one to decide everything we've planned, prayed for, and worked on.
So take it easy, sweet pie, says my heart, over and over again.

The progress is quite surprising, though.
Used to feel sad just to see a tv commercial about a mom and a baby, quickly switched the channel.
But now, I've managed to smile and be part of that mother's happiness holding the baby,
as if I was her and the baby was mine.

Now I'm working on how not to feel too jealous about luckier women who got pregnant more easily.
Some even didn't plan the pregnancy at all.
Again, God works in a very mysterious way when it comes to make people pregnant.
None knows why He gives child to this person and not (yet) to that person.
So take it easy, sweet pie, says my heart.

I don't want to sound ungrateful, with all the unlimited blessings He has showered me with.
I've committed to live my days without wondering why I haven't been able to meet my children, yet.
Ones that I've missed even before I see their faces.
I've promised myself I'd live the rest of my life to the most, to the fullest.
I want to happily and sincerely smile when I hear somebody's got pregnant.
I want to pray for those who haven't got as lucky as I am, not just yet.
I want to share anyone my experience, my thoughts,
anything anyone would want to know about from me.

For as much as I'm longing to hold my children,
I keep saying to myself,
take it easy, sweet pie.